Day IV

Day 4 (11/09/13): Victory Weekend 2

Wokeup early for VW day2, prepping my things because todays event is waterm baptism. Again, I pray because this would be the second time I'll be baptized. First is my community church/the church I grew up with, and today victory.

As Ptr. Robert always say, there is no magical thing about baptism its all about "a public declaration of you decision in Christ.".

Off, to ceej's place because I will be driving their car. Car =Less hassle. I commute sabe kasi ni beb, magcommute daw, need to submit in those certain things, para mag submit din siya. It's not about controling her, but its just a way of saying, I'm lowerin my pride, help me. Sometning like that. Haha.

Got there, then suddenly nakalimutan ko the important things to bring haha! Extra shorts, and underwear! Grabe! Hahaha I'm just thankful Shyr has a brother.

After the session in pioneer, there a free lunch. Sarap! Take note: LUNCH 12:30. After baptism at MASA, the group(Me,Ceej,Shyr,Herb,Kevin,Job[vg of herb]) went to Kuya wilson's restaurant. Top meal in makati, a whole-in-a-wall resto specializing Bicol cuisines.

While eating, I was talking to YOU(beb, now I will be using YOU as this blog is for you). Sa BBM, haha using the voice message. She said i love you too for the first time. Hahahaha. Though I'm not sure if it was intended for me, or for the group. Haha. By the way, the food was awesomely delicious! Haha especially the pork binagoongan! MIRYENDA 3:30 Haiiiii..

We decided to go to rockwell power plant. First timeee! Hahaha. Nka fail ootd ako! Haha nagmamadale kasi ako beb! Please understand! Hahahah checkered short and stripes shirt. Haha obviously fail na fail. Haha deadma na lang (:

Tumambay kame sa bread talk, and I was really pestering shyr to download skype from her phone. Since, rockwell is a LTE area we decided to have a skype call. Haha it was fun, kahet hinde kame magkaintindihan, just the fact na nakikita ko sya sa and also the fact that we are talking is enough for me.

Tiring day, again slept at around 3am ata. Haha.

Beb (:

Day III

Day 3 (11/08/13): VictoryWeekend 1

Woaahh. Three days and counting, hinde pa nagsisink-in talaga haha! Well, today is one of the best decisions I made since I joined VCF-pioneer. I was with vcf way back 2007 when I was still in college. I remember attending youth service of vcf-ortigas, and there I join my first VG(victory group), forgot his name though. Haha!

I attended the pioneer branch year 2009, with my ex. I'm thankful sa kanya because she's the one who invited me to pioneer. Being a bench warmer for almost three years, NOW I decided to step out in faith and now day 1 of victory weekend.

I attended VW not because of 'you'. But because I want to step up my faith with Jesus. Though during the event, most of the topics I already knew because I've been a "christian" for the longest time. Though again, God reminded me, "you're still a baby". That's why my prayer is OPEN my heart, mind and soul to learn new things. "You must unlearn before you can learn"-Robert Kiyosaki

After the event, Kevin and I went to starbucks to finish our one2one. Then went home.

Chatting with beb, thru facebook and BBM feels like were just near. Though having thoughts in my mind that I can't touch her, see her personally saddens my heart. I'm just thankful because I know for a fact that Jesus is the who will fill me.

And slept at around 2am. Haha. Adjusting my DxB time haha. Minus 4 hours.

Beb (:

Day II

#Day 2 (11/07/13): WorshipNight

Finally, I was able to rest...physically. Emotionally? I dunno. "Baka hinde pa nag-sisink-in" hahahah! "Badtrip na ko" as karlo always say. I was able to talk to her, from connecting to HKK and from her arrival in DXB. 

Time flies so fast, day two na agad. I thank God, because she didn't encounter any problems in her baggage, ticket, visa, and especially the immigration. The process was so smooth, it's like God is paving her way. But still knowing there will be rough roads ahead. I just want first to thank for the present, and have a blessed hope for the future.

Haven't heard from her since morning till afternoon, maybe still recovering from the stress and the exhaustion brought by the 14hrs travel. So, I just went to vcf-pioneer for the worship night. I especially brought some tissue just to make sure. Haha! I told myself, I need to be ready! I'm sure i'm gonna cry again. I already got tired of crying, but I really can't help but to cry. 

To much emotions were stuck in my heart. Career, life, then Jam is in Dubai. All of it were emotionally tiring, to the point of me giving up. But I'm worship night is always the perfect place to go. It's like renewing again, letting all the pain, hurt, doubts, pride and fear to God who is always able. Who's promises are true and alive.

I'm thankful to Shyr and Ceej. People whom I can cry to, I can share my feelings, my hurt and sadness. But again, the best person to talk to is Jesus.

After worship night, banchetto!!! Haha! Empanada for dinner. And starbucks coffee for shyr! Sumunod sila Herb, Karlo, and Maricar!

Beb (:

Day I

#Day1 (11/06/13): Departure

The awaited day for her. I never thought the day would come soo fast that I would not notice it. I enjoyed every moment I'm with her, until this day. 

Exactly 0600 we left our house in cainta and went to Mandaluyong for her, dollar pocket money. As I see the clock ticks, in the back of my mind. This is it! It's like I'm the one who is going away. Setting my emotions aside. We got the money, then went straight to the airport, NAIA terminal 1. This is it na talaga. Wala ng atrasan, she's going, leaving her family, friends and me. For her future, for her dreams and goals in life. This is for her, not for her family, and especially not for me. As she hugged her family, friends, she hugged me last. My friend said, "save the best for last". As I hug her, i really hug her tight. Then her father butt in and said, "let's go, were going to be late".

While, seeing her waving goodbye, still I did not cry. But when we left, my emotions just poured out. Can't contain the tears in my eyes. I cried and cried, thankful of car's shades and ceejay's open arms to comfort me.

I really don't know why i cried. But I know one thing. I'll really miss her! (:

So Beb, If you are reading this, maybe December 25 na or wala lang at naisipan kong sabihin sayo toh. This will be the journal of my emotions. Having a long distance relationship with you (ay hinde papala tayo haha), let's see. Emotions change, feeling change that's why I want to document it myself. To know if this would really be a love that is worth the wait. But again, alam ko naman na it is worth the wait. Because I know God is still molding us.

Beb (: