Finally, I was able to rest...physically. Emotionally? I dunno. "Baka hinde pa nag-sisink-in" hahahah! "Badtrip na ko" as karlo always say. I was able to talk to her, from connecting to HKK and from her arrival in DXB.
Time flies so fast, day two na agad. I thank God, because she didn't encounter any problems in her baggage, ticket, visa, and especially the immigration. The process was so smooth, it's like God is paving her way. But still knowing there will be rough roads ahead. I just want first to thank for the present, and have a blessed hope for the future.
Haven't heard from her since morning till afternoon, maybe still recovering from the stress and the exhaustion brought by the 14hrs travel. So, I just went to vcf-pioneer for the worship night. I especially brought some tissue just to make sure. Haha! I told myself, I need to be ready! I'm sure i'm gonna cry again. I already got tired of crying, but I really can't help but to cry.
To much emotions were stuck in my heart. Career, life, then Jam is in Dubai. All of it were emotionally tiring, to the point of me giving up. But I'm worship night is always the perfect place to go. It's like renewing again, letting all the pain, hurt, doubts, pride and fear to God who is always able. Who's promises are true and alive.
I'm thankful to Shyr and Ceej. People whom I can cry to, I can share my feelings, my hurt and sadness. But again, the best person to talk to is Jesus.
After worship night, banchetto!!! Haha! Empanada for dinner. And starbucks coffee for shyr! Sumunod sila Herb, Karlo, and Maricar!
Beb (:
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