Day I

#Day1 (11/06/13): Departure

The awaited day for her. I never thought the day would come soo fast that I would not notice it. I enjoyed every moment I'm with her, until this day. 

Exactly 0600 we left our house in cainta and went to Mandaluyong for her, dollar pocket money. As I see the clock ticks, in the back of my mind. This is it! It's like I'm the one who is going away. Setting my emotions aside. We got the money, then went straight to the airport, NAIA terminal 1. This is it na talaga. Wala ng atrasan, she's going, leaving her family, friends and me. For her future, for her dreams and goals in life. This is for her, not for her family, and especially not for me. As she hugged her family, friends, she hugged me last. My friend said, "save the best for last". As I hug her, i really hug her tight. Then her father butt in and said, "let's go, were going to be late".

While, seeing her waving goodbye, still I did not cry. But when we left, my emotions just poured out. Can't contain the tears in my eyes. I cried and cried, thankful of car's shades and ceejay's open arms to comfort me.

I really don't know why i cried. But I know one thing. I'll really miss her! (:

So Beb, If you are reading this, maybe December 25 na or wala lang at naisipan kong sabihin sayo toh. This will be the journal of my emotions. Having a long distance relationship with you (ay hinde papala tayo haha), let's see. Emotions change, feeling change that's why I want to document it myself. To know if this would really be a love that is worth the wait. But again, alam ko naman na it is worth the wait. Because I know God is still molding us.

Beb (: